perhaps....

what if you are sick..? what if you are hurt? what if you are bleeding physically, and what if u got headache...? let me tell you the-one-answer for the question... MEDICINEs... my mum told me that...

but how if you feeling being hurt? can you heal it with medicines.. no no no.. you can`t...

they answers-

my sisters said : 'biarlah mereka.. jangan ambik peduli'
: 'let God punish them on what they did to you'
: 'do you own business sis...'
: 'who are they?'

my mama said : 'sabarlah nak....'
: 'don`t think too much'
: 'but, how can this happened?'

my friends said :'let them.. don`t think too much'
:'take it as an advantage for you (hahaha)'
:'human never being satisfied with ohters'
:'tutup telinga jelah dan tutp perasaan jelah'

let me think.. hurm... actually, they right... i means no one is perfect, don`t they? we can`t expect people to be easy with us... some people may be friendly with us, but some don`t..

i`m trying to be good as i can.. but i`m not a perfect angel... i have my badness too... i admit it... but, i think they should except me as i am... i don`t like to be some people who always pretend to be 'an angle' in front of others.. sigh.. i know that some of them labeled me as 'budak perempuan kampung'... but i accept them as a compliment.... i don`t mad with them. seriously i don`t... maybe it`s their thought of me.. what can i do..? at least i can be myself.. i`m happy with my own way and my life..... :P

can i be like an ant in the deep sea..? alone... no one can find me... :)